Now FaceBook has had a steady theme from me about a unique rat in the house :) my frustrations with being a single mom and my finally admitting a lifetime of brain damage and mental illness :)
i was acting only out of faith-
-then something presents itself to me and then sets itself on display to prove that life aint all bad
IT WAS AN INCH LONG ALMOST BLACK LITTLE MOUSE with a real short tail
Thursday afternoon after my son had got jailed when on his way back from WalMart picking up food for the house - I left the car in impound to hope there better be food or something to prove he was indeed at WalMart. He is being charged with possession of dope and other stuff....marijuana 2-a single use or maybe scraps in the car...we are yet to find out who was really driving that car...
anyway Thursday afternoon May 12 about 3 or 4 in the afternoon, I was turning on the water hose to fill the dogs outside water buckets up. I saw a mess of rope and a deflated inner tube with canvas cover beside the sun porch. I picked it up to put it away in the garage when a silvery bug looking creature was flittering around in the leaves.
I slapped at it with the rope but it was still flittering around and then it got in my flip flop. I slung it off and the thing was still flittering around so i snatched at it thinking I was just seeing things and would catch nothing. But it felt furry and I cracked my hand open to see a tiny little mouse snuggled in my hand. It was cute. Worried that it was maybe too hurt or had bitten me, I put it in a small fish tank to watch it in case I got sick and needed to show the creature that I had contact with.
By that night it was happily eating; dog food, bread so I provided it with some newspaper, a toilet paper tube for a house. It was quite a lively little stinker so later I put a branch from the bush it was found under and a unique ceramic candle holder in the tank for it to explore.
I had decided to keep the mouse because when my kids were little they had caught one and thought it was so cute and they liked how soft it felt and wanted to keep it but it got away from them. I want to surprise my son with it, at least a picture and a story of it.
- that mouse was found around the same bush where a dog (Charity) my son was dog sitting for over the weekend while I was gone was found dead that Monday BY ME. The dogs owner had provided it with dog food, checked on it regularly, it was healthy: had its shots and was wormed. My son said it had gotten bad sick then had assumed the owner had took the dog back home. I had noticed the dog missing not too long after I got home. When I found it it looked like it was just asleep but my son saw me find it dead. How cruel can life be....
I have realized that being in a relationship with another man is really not good for me and my family and I just havent yet broke up with him.... but being gone off with a man over the weekend is not the thing to be doing....even if it is a clean relationship from which I have made some good friends
May God give me the strength to break it off with him. I'm not sure how much he really cares about or loves me anyway
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